BLOG BLOCK

I’m having bloggers block!!!! Ahhh!!!

I haven’t been able to blog anything…….I hate it…I hate it…I hate it…..

everything I’ve tried to blog about just sounds and looks ridiculous, when I put it out there and then read it, it just doesn’t work…….I need my blogging ability back.

Have a Great Day Everyone!

Megs

For the Record

Just for the record I had nothing to do with it!

I had no part in it.

Wednesday, I spent about three hours at the beach with a blanket and My MAN, JESUS!
As I sat there just listening and watching the waves He began to speak to me and show me somethings that I had never seen or even thought of.
He told me to watch the waves with a different perspective, and with purpose.
So, I did and after a while, He began to speak to me about dreams.
As I watched every wave, He would show me how each wave was a representation of my, and everyone else’s, dreams.
Some are short lived.
Some are lived out.
Some are just a wish.
Some are what I call the build and crash.
Some are just beautiful.
Some are seen from miles away.
Some are hidden.
Some are unpredictable.
Some are lost.
Some are taken advantage of.
Some are taken and guided in the right direction.
Some cause an impact that wasn’t seen coming.
Some are not seen as possible.
Some are others’ dreams that others take.
Some are joined together and complete one whole dream.

Needless to say there are a lot of types of dreams(waves) out there.
And God wants us to have dreams and wants our dreams to come to pass, as long as they are in line with His Word.
He does not give us dreams for nothing.
He gives us understanding for the purpose of seeing these dreams come to be.
He Love Us! He’s our Daddy, and like any Dad He wants His children’s dreams to be completed and lived out.
He doesn’t want us to be a wave that just leaps on the back of another person’s dream; just to be apart of their joy.  He wants us to have just as much joy for those when their dreams come to be, but He wants us to be ready and excited to have our dreams come to be as well.  When He puts dreams in us it’s not just for the fun of it.  It’s for us to do something with.

An Everchanging World

So, I realized how much growing up sucks, yesterday.

Having to buy a new car, my baby is not doing good.

I haven’t had a car payment in about a year or so, and it’s been nice.
And now here comes another.

Moving out of the Edwards soon. to move in with the
Amazing AshleyR.

My mom wants me to meet someone, get married, and have kids soon,
mainly so she can have more grandchildren.
(told her these things may take a little while.)
Plus i’m in no big rush so hey no big deal for me.

Loving where I work, it’s not a job…… to be more specific….I don’t dread it……this is how I see it…..
when you begin dreading going to work….is when it’s just a job. sorry if I offended anyone.
Going to work is a highlight to my day. the other day I was told not to come in until 1pm… do you know how hard that was. I sat in the parking lot for 10 minutes waiting to go in. that morning I could find anything that would keep my mind off of wanting to go to work…..is there something wrong with me…..?

Photography has really been prevalent in my life lately…. a whole lot more….compared to the last couple of months

The two together are my sibs. They are my favorite two models even though my brother is one of the most difficult to work with, Love Them.

Myles Munroe, rocked my socks off Sunday and Monday!

Unleashed was Amazing.

Wowzers!

So, the past two days have been action packed.
Not to mention going to see my family, which I miss dearly. It was really hard leaving, this time there was so much I wanted to fix for my parents, cause that’s what I do, I fix things and make it all better. Or at least I think I fix everything.
I don’t know what was so different about this time going up there. I think it gets harder and harder every time I leave, with my parents standing there. Especially, my Dad, he’s done so much for me as well as my Mom. I mean how could I ever repay them for everything they’ve ever done for me. My Dad has come along side of me and taken me in as his own. He is one of my main heroes. I realize more and more how much I need to say I Love You to the both of them. They have given me so much more than I could have ever expected from them. Even though I complained about working for them pretty much all my life, I am very grateful. It supplied me knowledge that I couldn’t have received from anywhere else.
They set me up for victory not failure. They instilled in me something that many parents don’t, and that is believe it to come to pass, pray through it, and praise God through every circumstance and every blessing. (Wow, didn’t know that this was where I was going with this blog). You know my Mom said something to me this past weekend that really made me think. She said, you know that we will do anything to see you succeed and prosper,(not in those exact words,but the conversation that we were having, was based upon that(not going to type out the whole conversation)) Anyways, and it really made me think about where I am going, what direction I’m headed, and am I focusing on the vision God has placed in me. I feel like I’m writing a book, and I know that the Guys have stopped reading awhile ago, cause they only read about 2 minutes worth of blogs, or two paragraph. I can’t seem to understand why other people in my family want me working a regular job, oh wait huh God just revealed that answer, what they don’t know is that, I wasn’t made for a regular job, that’s not me, that’s not what God made me for. I don’t want to have a regular job. God may call me in the future to have regular job, but that’s not now. And I don’t want anyone to think that I’m bashing having a regular job, I’m just saying it’s not right for me now. Sorry if I offended anyone. Anyways, I guess I’ll leave this blog the way it is and blog again soon, about everything else.

Love you all

Megs

This is why I Love Where I Work!

Sent out an email, stating along the lines of hey I’m going to Sam’s Club let me know if you need anything.

The response from Matthew states:

- A package of CD-R’s

- A small cow

- 47 pieces of cheese

- 13 rocking chairs

- 3 medium sized cardigan sweaters

I think that’s it.

Conference call:

Me: all they have is large cows

Matthew: well then cut it in half

Me: Okay I’ll work on that

2 minutes later

Me: hey do you want pastel cardigans

Matthew: no just neutrals

Me: okay, do you want male or female cardigans

Matthew: no just trans-gender

Abbye( talking to me): did you just say trans-gender?

Me: Yes, and I proceed to explain.

Carolyn: Or does he want a trans-gender cow!

Carolyn: oh that is blogable, if you don’t blog it I will.

Me: I’m working on it now.

This is hilarious to me, don’t know about anyone else

SO this is one of the many reasons why I love working here.

Let’s Talk About It.

You know it’s so easy to sit back and let everything role off your back.
But does it really role off your back, or does it sink into your heart and harbor there?
So many times I’ve heard people say, “Oh!, just let it role off your back”, or “I’ll just let it go and not think about it”.
That is such a lie.  Why don’t we just deal with the problem at hand right then and there. And not have to think about
it and harbor on it and get bitter the more we think about it.  I’ve learned to go ahead and say how I feel about it, that way I
won’t harbor any sour, yes sour, feelings towards the situation or persons pertaining to the problem.  Yes I know that we as humans try not to hurt each others feelings and want everyone to like one another, but come on, where is all the honesty about how we really feel about something or someone.

I don’t know why I’m even writing what I’m writing, but here it is.

Hope you all have a Wonderful Week!
Megs

Hello

Knock and the door will Open!

Which Door?  Is it this door or that door? 

This is what’s going on in my head!  Since about 6:30 this morning!

Have a great day everyone!

what do you see?

You stand from afar and stare.
You stand close by and you watch.
You stand by my side and take note.
You stand by and try to read my thoughts.

Why do you stand from afar.
Why do you stand close by.
Why do you stand by my side.
Why do you stand by.

What is it that you stare at from afar.
What is it that you watch close by.
What is it that you are taking note of.
What is it that you read.

What is it that I’ve done.
Why do you even look my way.
How can you see beyond it all.
Where will you meet me.
What do you see.

I await to see when you will answer my Questions.
You have set me on Fire.
You have taken me to that next Level.
You are preparing me for what’s to Come.
I’m ready to know what is in Me.

scary

So, I realize it’s been a while….it’s like I’ve been blog fasting when I didn’t realize it….

Anyways…hope you all are having a great start to your new year.

So, this is my thought for, well quite a while now.
Thinking about MARRIAGE! No, I’m not getting married or even in a relationship.
Just the thought, it’s kind of scary to me. You know I hadn’t thought about it all.
Yes, I’ve thought about it, let me explain. Just realizing that it’s not as easy as it may seem, even though I know it’s not.
I’m bringing another person into share my life and I to share theirs. These two lives so different or maybe not so different, coming together to make one. I know that there will be trials and hard times as well as super abundance of great times, but you see I know that that’s where God comes in, in every aspect of everything in the relationship. The Good The Bad & The really ugly. I’ve seen so many relationships go to a path, where I don’t want mine to go. For the main reason of that I am believing and knowing that God has already picked out The One for me. So in that I am completely relaxed in….it’s the meeting and not knowing when…..is what is kinda scary as well.
You know I know that God knows my heart and knows what I desire, but I hate it when I begin to take matters into my own hands because I “think” I know what’s best for me.

well this just one of the thoughts I’ve had lately…I’ve had a lot more I just haven’t known how to say them…

Love ya,

Megs